Fears: being hated, hurting people, snakes
Annoyances: hurting people and not caring
Accomplishments: being in the academy I guess, having my boyfriend(he’s nice to everybody)
Confusions: the world, other people
Sorrows: Hurting feelings
Dreams: make people happy
Idiosyncrasies: indecisiveness, I’ll do anything for anyone
Risks: sleep
Beloved passions: people (although they scare the shit out of me), animals, making people happy
Problems: people, myself, not knowing what I think
I’ve always been relatively quiet. But when I get really nervous I begin to talk a lot and I’ll slowly get louder and then begin to be very hyper until I hit my peak. At this point I just plumpet to not being able to terribleness. I have an obsession with pleasing people, it’s a huge problem in my life because I have a habit of saying what people want to hear, not doing anything for me and hurting people who are important to me. I’m not sure if I want to make everyone like me because I want to make them happy or if it’s the other way around. I will do anything for anyone and I like that about myself, although it might be a lie and I just see myself like that. Who knows
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